Astrology views: Have you ever felt angry with yourself and felt like bitterness was swallowing you, but..?

I have been feeling depressed too, I cry everyday. I also have angry toward myself and people and i have no idea why I am feeling like this. I am going through a lot lately my dad just had surgery he has cancer and i believe this is why i am feeling horrible. I just tell myself to keep it together. You shouldnt be angry at yourself. I know where you are coming from. It will get better just be strong. Sometimes I feel like there is this monster inside of me and i have no idea what to do about it. Hope your day gets better. Whatever it is that makes you angry with yourself, you need to forgive yourself